"Unless you're marrying someone who never plans to level up from the position they're in when you unite with them, it's not realistic to think you'll never have to play this role for another being.
Know this: Every idea, every attempt, every event is not always going to work out the first time. So then what....?
Why is it necessary to pray about everything? I've often wondered the same thing. Some things should just be left to work themselves out, right? For much of this year, I've taken that risk. Just hoping things work out. But God isn't just going to insert Himself into all of our situations. Sometimes, He only comes when called, because it is necessary for us to learn to lean on Him. Not the other way around.
Relationship issue #1: I often came off as controlling in an effort to ensure I would not be left alone.